Blog Post 345

He Looks Better with You

You’ll probably hate me for saying all the things I’m about to say but what’s the point of hiding it anymore when it’s clear I’m no longer what you need?! I just don’t see the point of holding on when it hurt like hell finding myself and what I want in life. I tried to get you to listen but you just went and did what you did best which was disregarding every word I said and went about your day! Which is fine, but I didn’t think you going out of your way and reaching out to him would have even crossed your mind!

But I guess I was right for thinking you’re just like everybody else in this world! Always looking for the next best thing instead of sitting down and just talking it out and finding a way to resolve the situation! But who am I kidding?! I’m living in a generation full of fools and cold-hearted fuckers that nobody seems to care to understand what’s right and what’s wrong when in it comes to being in a serious relationship with someone!

You go and tell me this and that but why does it feel like things aren’t what they seem every time you leave? You tell me this and that but I see you doing something else just to make me do a double take to make sure I’m seeing the right thing even though the math is never adding up every time you're out without me! So let me know what the hell it is you’re really up to instead of making me wonder about the things you tell me! It’s like my eyes are on you but the things you’re displaying and doing aren’t matching up with what I’m seeing! So what’s this shit you got going on?

If it’s mind games that you’re trying to play then by all means go ahead and play them but just know you’ll be locked out of the house and calling for a place to stay because I’m not the one when it comes to stupid games just so you can get some attention! So go ahead and figure out what it is you want and let it be known because you’re not just gonna sit here and tell me this and that just to go out and do some stupid shit where I gotta go out of my way and find out that you’re up to no good with some other guy who I’ve only met while crossing paths!

I guess it’s clear to me that your intentions were never pure from the jump so let me go ahead and get this shit out the way and drop you like a deadbeat that you are! I mean I could call you something else but it’s not my place! Just note you’ll never be anything to me other than less than nothing and don’t come crying back because those tears coming down your face don’t mean shit to me! So pack your shit and call up that guy you’ve been running around town with and get up out of my life! Don’t be telling me I’m better than him when it’s clear to me he was always on your mind and you made him your best interest to keep him as a priority!

So by all means I’m done with this and you! Not sure what more I can do or say right now but I hope you two can find a way to work it out because you’ve got no friend in me and if he does you dirty then that’s on you! You should’ve listened to me when I first asked you to! But nope you went and did your thing thinking it would be a better option! So go live your best life that you've always wanted with him and lets see how well he treats you and for how long until he goes off and breaks you down piece by piece until there's nothing left of you!