Blog Post 375
Something About Your Eyes & Smile Has Me Wanting to Be Yours
Yeah, I get it the title is long and straight to the point but anyways, besides all that! There’s this person who’s so damn fine I just can’t get them out of my head and as much as try they keep reappearing making me want to go out of my way and make a move on them! I just know if I make a move or peep the slightest hint of me liking them more than a friend then I’ll lose them all together! So instead I ball up all my feelings and go about my life without a single thought about them even though it’s breaking my heart piece by piece!
I can’t help but find this person to be an angel sent from heaven the way they move and talk makes me feel as if they’re from another planet! Everything about them is so beautiful and perfect that it’s hard to find a single flaw about them and even if there was a flaw or two about them then I’d love them either way! There’s no telling where they came from or who sent them to me but I’m very grateful for having a chance to meet them and talk to them! They make me feel better about myself even on the days when I feel like the absolute worst! There’s so much positivity around them that it’s hard to find anything negative about them!
Maybe I’m getting carried about all this but what don’t you guys get? There’s literally a human being on this freaking earth that has everything I could ever need and want and for me to go find something better than them is a stupid move on my part because what the hell do I look like risking losing this person over someone who might have a flaw or two less than them only to find out they’re a complete ass to me and my family & friends?! Ya know! I just don’t see that point in all of that! I’d feather just keep what I have and be happy with it and hold on to it for as long as I can! Because there’s no better feeling that I feel when I’m with them and that’s coming from someone who doesn’t do well with showing feelings or accepting them! So it’s a game-changer for sure!
But in all honestly I just wanna continue what I have with a person and let things be how they are with no sudden changes! I like where I’m at in life right so let me just have this one thing and be happy with it! I don’t care to talk about them to other people when eventually they’ll end up making a few appearances here and there but for now, it’s just them and I against this crazy world! So let me just breathe and let loose while the night is still young and see where it goes! They’re perfect for me and I wanna see this through! That’s all! And yes my feelings are there for them I just don’t wanna scare them away with them! So I’ll keep it chill and civil for now but sooner or later the truth will come out and I’ll either lose them or they’ll end up staying and make it last forever! It’s either that or nothing!