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Blog Post 379

Time to Let It Go Hey I know this has nothing to do with you or the things you said but I just need some time to disappear and reflect on some things and the things I want in life. I know I already have a good thing going for me right now. But I still feel like something or someone is missing in my life and I just need to go out and find that missing thing for me. So in the meantime go out and do your own thing and just have fun. Just know I'll be watching from a distance wishing you the best. I don't really have much to offer to you anymore since most of my doings will no longer be a concern to you. I just know this path I'm about to go on will eventually lead me back to you but for now, I just need some space from the things I used to do and knew.  I didn't mean for things to go down this way but looking back at all my doings I can see it was never really my place to stay so I apologize for even considered on showing up. I just wanted you to see how much I cared about...

Blog Post 378

It Never Made Much Sense Until You Walked In I'm sorry for coming at you sideways thinking you were just another waste of time. But you need to understand that not everyone who meets me will ever get full access to me and you thinking I had a problem with you wasn't the case. I'm just fully aware and fully gaurded when it comes to letting people in and having them get close to me without having them get hurt in the process. I was taking my time and letting things build up slowly between you and I because I knew you'd be the one to save me but I didn't wanna let the thought of you being the one to do so get to me. So I held off and took my time with you and kept my distance from you so you wouldn't think I needed you. I just saw something in you that I haven't seen with anyone else and I knew I had to keep it cool and be aware of the things that could go wrong if I slipped up. So I chose to stay silent and only asked minum questions when it came to you becaus...