Blog Post 384

Wishing We Could Pick Up Where We Left Off

I'm not trying to make this long or whatever. But something made me think back to the day I had you, and the next thing I know you're packing up your things and walking out the door never to be heard or seen from ever again. I know it was because of me and as much as I tried to get you to tell me if it was because of me you kept denying it and it hurt like hell that you chose to lie to me instead of just admitting it and I don't think I could ever forgive you for doing that. 

I wish you could have told me you found someone else to take the place of me and all the mistakes I made were done and over with before I tried reaching out to on you your socials only to find out you moved on with some other guy and I just had to sit back and accept it for what it was. So I logged out and waited a few days to process the facts only to reach out through text and go right into the whole thing of you moving on and not telling me. But coming back to the text and conversations we had the math was starting to all add up when you were in my bed acting funny but I just thought you were nervous so I kept my cool and continued on only to finally realize why that was.

I guess I was too naive to give in to the thought of you being with someone else I even asked if things could ever work between the two of us again only for you to reply with maybe in another life. So I was chill and accepting to that only to realize that moment I would never hear or see you again so I flushed away the memories I had of you down the toilet and said my goodbyes because the chapters of us have all been written. The story has finally come to an end. It was the nicest farewell ever given and I don't regret the moments we had, I only regret the parts of me breaking down and not knowing how to control my emotions at the time with you.