Mak

I Don't Need Your Love! I hate to say this and talk about it all, but I’m just done with the thought of you and everything you once meant to me! I get it I was your son at one point but I lost touch with that feeling once you started treating me like an outcast and telling me how I should be when honestly I know who I am and what I want to be and those plans no longer have anything to do with you! So please just fade into the background like you have been for the past few years!  Stop trying to come into my life out of the blue as if I owe you something when I tried being the best I could be for you but you just treated me like I didn’t belong so I found a way to shut you out completely and now that we’re no longer talking you’re blowing up my phone and asking bout my doings and where I’m at knowing you’re never going to hear back from me unless I feel like it! Like I’ve told you time after time I have nothing left to say to you so just leave me be and maybe go adopt another son to...

To Tell You the Truth If I was to sit here and give it to you straight forward then I would say I did it because I had nothing better to do. You were an easy distraction and a gateway to hell and the poison that I needed to feel something. I could have gone to anything but I chose to go to you because the high you gave me was like no other. I wanted more and more to where the only thing I could feel was pain because I couldn't seem to get enough of you. I let myself be so drained and emotionally unstable that seeing you made me feel alive and I know it wasn't right but I was so lost at that time that you just made everything seem so right even though the things you were doing were bad for my health and mental state.  I wanted to find a way out sooner but something about you had me going back and I couldn't stop myself even though the high I was experimenting with was like no other. It's honestly my fault for choosing something as toxic as you but when I met you, you wer...

I No Longer Feel the Same Towards You Hey, don't mind me I just need to go ahead and get this out and move on with my own life and doings. So please don't take offense to the things I'm about to say because honestly, it's best for the both of us like you said. It just took me a while to process it all even though I should've stopped thinking things could work between us back then.  I'm no longer trying to be involved in your life or doings because the lifestyle you wanted to conform me into just isn't me and as much as I tried to please you I was killing my true self in the process and slowly but surely started sight of who I really am. I needed to distance myself from you and the things I knew to get back on track of the things and focus on the things that made sense to me for who I am. I spent the whole night and day trying to process all the pain and guilt I've been feeling lately and I knew that distancing myself from you and everyone else like you b...