Mak

Started to Move On I guess the time we spent together was nothing more than just a game, and that’s cool with me, but don’t sit here and act like there was more to us when there was only a thought and it had nothing to do with me! You basically put yourself in my life thinking I’d accept only to keep pushing you out, but you forced your way in and just stayed, making me feel uncomfortable and annoyed! I told you to leave several times, but you just kept asking why when I told you my reasons for it all! You weren’t the one, and I needed my time alone. You refused to give me the space I needed to heal from all the damage that you caused, so I kept going off and bashing you for all the shit you put me through and only then you thought I was acting out when in reality that’s how I felt towards you and I needed you to get it through that thick skull of yours!  You made me feel so much hate towards you that loving someone else is never going to be an option because I’m scared of hating s...

I Figured It Out I know we had our differences and somehow you keep reaching out as if I have something left to give to you when I'm all out of feelings and fucks to give towards you. I know how fucked that sounds but it's the truth. I had you for some time only to lose sight of you and kept losing feelings in the process of it all and now all of a sudden you're reaching out and asking for forgiveness after watching me bleed and beg for you to stay?! I was literally hanging on by a thread for a relationship that was already dead and yet you chose to cut it off watching me fall to the depths of hell as I kept asking myself where it all went wrong. I guess the love you were giving was more than I had hoped for. Somehow I managed to get past all the pain and hurt you caused because part of me was scared of losing you at the time. But, now that everything has officially died down. I moved on from you and started focusing on other things and people to the point where I started t...

Back to Square One I never meant to waste your time. I thought things were great til I started realizing certain things and felt like my presence was no longer needed. I cleared every trace of me out of your life and went about my doings. I didn't mean for it to go south so quickly but what can you do? My only intentions with you were basically so I could distract myself from the things that were harming me and I guess once it stopped I saw no need for you which sucks I know but it's just the way things go. Once again, I apologize for wasting your time, but I think this is the last time you'll ever hear from me. You might see me out in traffic doing my thing, but other than that, there are no longer any traces of me. Don't get me wrong, talking with you was fun and all, but it's just not me, no matter how much I tried to be that guy for you it just felt like it was more of a job than an actual connection and I was just tired of forcing myself being something I wasn...

A Guy Like Me Just Needs His Space! I've come to terms with who I am and what I want to do with my life. I considered the whole dating thing with another girl but something about being in a relationship still makes me feel like I'm less than nothing. So I keep backing out and going back to my own doings without the need to keep tabs with someone and have to feel like I'm a waste of time or that the things I'm talking about / explaining mean nothing. I just enjoy the single life way too much, it seems like. I can just wake up, and not worry about a missed call or text knowing I'm not the type to be on my phone anyways. I am too focused on other things, such as work and photography, to think about someone else's needs over mine. I make time for certain friends of mine but even that feels like a job on its own, and honestly, the job I have is stressful enough, I'm not trying to be stressed after work as well.  I've become way too independent on my own and a...