Mak

For those that try to get to know me at the high school I go to please stop. I don't want to get to know you and I'm sure you don't really care to know me so please stop wasting my time and yours. I need to have my space from people for a reason and I don't really care for people at my high school as a matter of fact. Why don't I care? I don't care for anyone at my high school because it's not like I'm going to see any those people ever again after I graduate in the year 2017. I'll be going off doing my own thing with my own life and you'll be off doing your thing. I don't see any reason to keep in touch with people from my high school because I already have friends that I want to keep in touch with when I graduate and those that go to my school aren't on that list. If you go to the same high school as me and you're reading this then you would know that I like keeping my distance from people unless they go to J.H.Rose. Most of my frie...

Last time I checked it was my life to live and I had to make my own decisions. So why the fuck are people trying to control how I live my life and all this other irrelevant bullshit? Like bitch please stay the fuck in your own mother fucking planet and live in your own god given life. There's no need for your ass to be flying into my world and start fucking shit up and trying to control everything I do. I know exactly what I want and who I want to have around me to enjoy my best moments and my worst moments and having people who can't live in their own world just isn't my cup of tea. So please stay the fuck away from until you get all your ducks in a row and figure out your own life before you start butting in into mine. People who can't seem to live in their own world piss me the fuck off so much I just wanna blow up my own world just so they don't have a reason to come into my life. But I can't do that cause that involves me having to be dead and I'm not t...

 I don't need the feeling of love I just need the feeling of being trusted and respected. Being trusted and respected isn't one of those things you can get in a split second and then destroy it a minute later. It takes years to earn and seconds to break. I have a lot of people's respect and trust but you have to know who to trust and respect. You wouldn't trust or show respect to someone who lies to you and doesn't appreciate you for you. So most people would leave them alone but no not you. Instead, you want to do the exact opposite and show respect and trust toward them and that's how shit starts that you don't want to start. People are so unaware of their actions. We think we can just go out and trust anybody that lives. I don't understand why we do that but I stopped trusting people showing the respect they crave daily. I'm one of those people who will give you a chance but if fuck it up you might as well pack your bags, leave my life, lock the d...

 I'm just going to get straight to the point with this whole issue that I have with Facebook. I hate using Facebook first of all. Second It's so fake. People live off of Facebook and just read status all day and post shit about their friends in a negative way and I just don't get why people need to talk bad about others and what they do. Like who gives a damn about what they do. Live in your own world and let them live in theirs. It's not that hard to do and another thing I don't understand is if you don't like that person out on the streets then why the hell are you even friends with them on Facebook for? It's Facebook which in their rules it says specifically to add only "YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS" not people you hate. So why the hell are all of you adding the people you hate on your page for? It just doesn't make sense to me on why people only see Facebook as a place to post all their bullshit and put their friends on blast. Like what...

We don't talk anymore. So go sit down and mind your own business. I'm tired of telling the truth to you when all you seem to think is that I'm lying and being fake. When in reality I'm not. I'm just me being me. I've moved on from so many people who I don't see having a connection with or any kind of chill vibes with. I have zero time for drama so that's why we don't talk anymore. All they did was start some bullshit with me and I just couldn't have all that going on in my life. In my life, it's so simple to just stop caring for others. I feel more happy and free of knowing that I don't need them in my life and I just knowing that I'm totally fine without them feels great. I've learned how to live without people for such a long time that having people around me just feels awkward and makes my life seem complicated. I don't need to be thinking about someone who makes me wanna cry and fall apart making myself feel incomplete. So...

 Why the fuck do people keep telling me to change for? Like bitch can you not stay the fuck in your own lane and not worry about what the fuck I'm doing, please? I'm not just going to change my habits or anything about me just because you tell me to. I'll change when I feel like it and right now I don't feel like changing myself because quite frankly I like what I've become and there's no way in hell I'm going to have someone who doesn't even know the first thing about me telling me what to do and what I need to change about myself. What planet do people live on these days? Thinking that they can just walk up to someone and just tell them to change because they don't like what they see. What the fuck? People who tell me to change need to get the fuck out my life and stay the fuck out. I'm not about to change for someone who has bad insecurities about themselves. That's some personal issues that they need to work out with their family members ...

Don't you just love it when you get on social media and you look up your own name and you see that there is two of you now on social media? People who make fake ass profiles just to get a little bit of hype in their life are so fucking low to the dirt. I'm talking about like low to the dirt to where you hit the fucking black part of the dirt I really don't get the concept of people making the fake profile of other people. What's your thought process of doing this shit? Is your life that lame and miserable that you wanna fake live in someone else's shoes or something? Just go live the life you were meant to live and stop making fake profiles of other people. It just pisses me off how people wanna be you on social media but don't know anything about you in real life and what you're going through. So they put all this random shit about you thinking that they know you and shit, especially on Facebook. Talking about you went to this school and you did this while ...

Funny how people still think I don't do anything that I'm not supposed to do. It's been almost 4 years since I've stopped going to middle school and my behavior has changed I admit. But what makes you people think that I'm not rebelling against certain things? People have no idea what they're talking about when it comes to me. People say I don't do anything fun and nothing interesting in my life when in fact I just don't want to do anything fun and interesting things with them. People need to understand a few things about me if they're going to have something to talk about me or try and have a somewhat of a conversation with me. First of all, I'm not going to waste my time with freaking ass holes who think they know everything about me when they don't. Second I'm not the type to go around trying to be friendly with every single fucking person out in this world. I like hanging out with certain people and if those certain people don't f...