Mak

So I just got a text from a from a friend if it was true? I asked my friend what was true? My friends replied back with that “I heard you were dating someone”. I replied back with a “hell no and who told you this bullshit”. He didn’t reply so I’m not sure if someone told him that told them or if it was just a rumor or something. But me dating someone is not possible. I’m more likely to go get hit by a car on my longboard first than me having to go out with someone. Dating someone isn’t on my to-do list so I don’t make time for it. I like to keep everything in place. The only things I have time for is Sleeping Some homework Eating Shopping Writing I don’t have time for dating and quite frankly I don’t care to date anyone yet. I will later on in the future but not while I’m trying to graduate from high school on time. So the rumors that are going around about me that I’m potentially seeing someone is a bunch of bullshit. I don’t even know what person I would even be dating since the face...

Is it just me or do people really love to waste my time? I'm not saying that everyone wastes my time but the majority of the people I don't fuck with have to waste my time and try to make their irrelevant ass relevant. Like what kinda bullshit is this? If you know someone doesn't fuck with you or like you then stay the hell away from them. It's not that hard to do. I do it 24/7 and it causes me no pain. I just don't see why you people try to make yourself relevant in my life when I barely even know you and I sure as hell don't care for your existence. If you're looking for attention then go home and get it from your parents because I'm not the type to give irrelevant people like you attention. The only thing I will do is just ignore you and if you keep trying to get my attention when you know damn well your ass is irrelevant to me I will punch you in the face. So keep doing the dumb shit that you do and see which hospital you in end up in. I don't th...

I hate falling for someone. It feels so weird for me because I don't really know I'm what feeling or what to even do with myself half the times. I would always be asking myself "hey did I just fuck up everything with you or am I doing it right?" Because I've never actually truly fallen in love with someone except that girl all of you know of if you follow me on twitter. I'm not going to say her name or go into too many details about her but just know I was a real fuck head back in the eighth grade. Since then I haven't really been doing much with the whole dating scene or even hooked up with anyone just for the hell of it. Well, let me take that back. I did hook up with this one girl a couple of months back but it was just one of those wild ass nights where I didn't really think too much of it and I don't see me opening up that box anytime soon. I don't really give a damn about other people being in a relationship so for those that keep asking ...

I will never do anything that I don't want to do. It's not who I am and nor do I want to be like that. I'm not the type of person that does something that I don't feel comfortable doing. If you tell me to do something I'm going to do deny doing whatever you just told me to do. I only do things that I feel okay doing and things that I think are best for me. I can't stand doing someone else's dirty work or just some else's work in general. If you got work to do you better do your fucking work and stop getting people to do your work for you. Now unless you're paying me to do your work I'm fine with that shit cause you know money talks with me and I don't take a no for the answer when someone is paying me. But since your broke ass isn't paying me to do your work I suggest you not ask me to do your work and leave me the fuck alone. People should really just do the work and get it done on their own and stop being some lazy ass motherfuckers. Li...

Lately, I've been thinking about someone I know I treated poorly for no reason. But I just want her to know that I was stupid and It was very selfish of me to do the things I did back in 2013. I know there's no way in hell to change back time but if there was I'd go back to the first day she and I had met and just leave it at a "Hello" & Goodbye" then none of this shit would have had happened. People wouldn't be all up in my face telling me shit that I know I can't undo and I wouldn't have to hear them telling me how much of an ass hole I am when I already know. I also wouldn't have gotten into a fight for sticking up for her. Yeah I got punched a few times and I came out with a bruised rib but it was worth it. I'm not going to stand there and watch somebody talk shit about somebody who meant a lot to me. The problem was I already knew she didn't care for me or wanted to do anything with me but I didn't really care about that. ...

People keep telling me that I've changed. Lol. Clearly, they don't understand the concept of growing the fuck up and raising your standards to be higher than they were. Of course, I've changed the fuck? Nobody ever stays the same so why are you all acting so surprised when people change? It's part of life. People don't have time for childish games. They need to grow up and start acting their age for once. Not everyone is going to be a moron and act like a 3-year-old for the rest of their lives. That would just be retarded. I'm 18 and I have no time for all the dumb shit that goes on around me. So that's why I stay away from all the drama getters and just irrelevant people that try to hang with me for no apparent reason. Maybe they have a good reason to hang out next to me but I don't see a reason for them to hang out next to me. For the people that just randomly show up in my life y'all need to shut the fuck up because I swear the only thing y'al...

Ugh, can my days in school get any worse? So I'm in lunch again and some kid wanted to sit where I was sitting and I told his ass several times that my friends were sitting there and he called me a cunt and a bitch and I got really heated at first but I let it slide. A few minutes later my friends come over which happen to be girls. I let them in the booth and sit and we start talking and then this white boy comes at me again and walks the fuck away. I let it slide again cause I didn't find him or the shit he said was important. Now knowing that I'm a senior in high school and fighting someone for calling you a name isn't really worth it. That's why I let it go. Another few minutes go by and his friend Matthew said I was a bitch for not fighting him in the bathroom and this is where shit escalated. First of all: This kid never mentioned anything about me meeting him the bathroom to go fight. Second of all: Who fights in the bathroom? That's so 2008. Be a man and...

Why are people calling me crazy and putting me out of place? I know I'm crazy. It's part of my personality. I'm not hiding it, unlike some people who claim there's nothing wrong with them. I'm not comfortable being something I'm not and I definitely don't like being forced into being something I'm not just to look and be seen as a normal person. I was born differently and if people can't accept that then they can just go on somewhere that doesn't involve looking at me then. It's not that hard to not see or talk to someone. I do it all the time. It mostly involves you just ignoring someone or something and pretending as if they don't exist. Shit that's how I deal with most of you people that call me crazy and put me into some category that "you think I fit in". I'm not sorry that I think differently and do shit that seems to be out of place but it's the only way I feel comfortable in doing things. Not everyone you mee...

I really couldn't care if a girl cheats on me cause I'd probably cheat on her. It's part of society anyway. People tend to cheat on one another and get over it. People act as if they matter to one another when in fact the only thing that matters to them about that person is what they have. It's never about the loyalty or trust it's all about an object that they wanna claim and once people claim it you're dead to them. They don't want anything to do with you. People are worse than animals. We bite off of things that we know we can't chew. We don't care about others we just exist in one planet and do the same shit over and over again. Our own kind hates on us for doing the only thing we know which is survival and trying to fit in. But what's the point of doing any of that when we're just going to be blamed and beaten up for doing just that? If I had the option to either live or be killed I would have chosen to be killed. This world we live in i...

Why do people still need to think it's relevant for them to tell me what to do? Last time I checked I was legally responsible for my own self. So why are people still acting as if I have to listen to them for? This shit telling me how to do everything and when to do it is so stupid. Just let me worry about my own self and my own shit and you can worry about yourself and whatever shit you've got going on. I'm not taking orders from somebody I don't fucking know. Shit for all we know you're going to kill me or kidnap me. You can boss around and act like you're the man of shit to your own workers but I'm not the type to follow every guideline in the book so fuck off telling me when to do shit. That goes for school also. If I'm going to be wasting 8 fucking hours 5 days a week you better know damn well I'm going to be on my phone checking if payments are being made and delivered. So these teachers need to go take a chill pill or go do something that does...

 I don't know why but I honestly can't wait to be on my own next year. I know most kids that just graduated high school don't want to leave their home and their parents but I'm not like a normal teenager as my so what of mother would say. Always putting me down and shit all because my biological mother drank some alcohol. That's all she ever brings up just to upset me and make me want to hate her and I think she likes it when I say cruel things to her. It's her only excuse she has just so she can have some kind of argument with me. I'm so sick and tired of hearing the same shit over and over from someone who doesn't even know me biologically. She's just some person who found me on the internet, flew overseas, went to the adoption agency and picked me up at the orphanage. Yuppie congrats you got a child that you found on the internet and if I'm not mistaken I believe that's illegal so basically, she had no real legal reason on doing what she d...