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Blog Post 34

People really need to understand that just because someone gets me mad or does something I don’t like doesn't mean I’m going to talk shit behind their back. I’m not about that life and I just find it useless. What's the point of talking shit about someone if I’m not gonna do it in front of them so they can hear me? Like what the actual fuck? Yeah, I admit I do talk shit sometimes but that’s only because I had a hell of a good time and good memories with that person and I don’t want it to end all because of a fight. I never actually ever said anything about someone that I regret because everything I normally say to a person I usually mean. Whether it's dealing with feelings or just straight up on how I feel about what they do around me. I’m not the type that likes to sugar coat shit when it comes to things. I’d rather just get to the point and be done with it. I’m basically an adult now and I have to start making decisions like one. Speaking of which I passed my driver's...

Blog Post 33

Why you going around town talking shit like you the shit? If I were you I’d shut the fuck up and go back home before you get shot. Don’t nobody like a blabbermouth ass bitch. Learn some knowledge before you do something stupid again. Let that shit be a life lesson. You need to understand that there’s no such thing as you and me. That shit never even had a beginning to exist in this world. So why’d you go around town talking all that shit for? Were you looking for attention or something? If that’s the case then you should have gone to the club where you belong with your drunk ass self. I’m not gonna stop there I’m going to keep it going. So here it goes. You told your homegirl some bull ass lies when you know that you would be regretting that shit. Because the next thing I see is your ass getting into an argument with them. I would’ve stepped in to break it up but someone told me you were talking shit about me. So I just acted as if I didn’t see you get your ass beat. What comes around ...

Blog Post 32

So tired of all of these lies… People act as if they’re going to die if they tell me something. What the fuck? If you’ve got something to say then say it. I may get mad or I might just not give a fuck about what you just said. There’s really no in between. So please do yourself a favor if you’ve got something to share then share it. Don’t be a bitch about shit. That’s annoying and no one had time for people who act like little ass bitches. I’ve currently just now removed every single person off from my snap because I found them either too irrelevant or they just liked starting drama over little dumb shit and I’m not the type to have time for any of that shit. I’m 19 now and I’m starting to realize a lot of shit that younger people do just annoy the living shit out of me. Thank god I’m not a teen dad … I would probably kill my own child or myself. I can’t stand younger people. They’re so annoying and think they know it all. Lol. Sit yo young ass down and do some homework. Stop thinking ...

Blog Post 31

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  Found this interesting video and I’m not going to lie but it did make me cry a little bit. I can’t really imagine what these kids must be going through each day. I’m over here complaining about math and my struggles with it when these kids worry about if they’ll ever see daylight the next morning. It makes me realize what a good life I actually have and that I really shouldn’t be complaining about what I have. These kids have no food, no money and barely any education. I wish kids didn’t have to experience this kind of life. It makes me think back to the time I lived in the orphanage and where I would always have to fight for my food just so I didn’t have to starve. The place I live was okay. I just got abused very badly mentally and physically. I would get hit across my face with something that apparently made deep marks. The people that looked after us didn’t care for us. They were just there to see us suffer and abuse us. So yeah I guess you can say this video does mean a lot ...

Blog Post 30

It’s really not any of my business as to what you do but if you’re trying to involve me then it is my business. So don’t say it’s none of my business because you’re the one bringing up my name into a subject that’s probably irrelevant for me to even be involved in any way. So why do you keep insisting on putting my name into something that has nothing to do with me? Shit just leave me alone and keep my name out of your mouth or shit could escalate and we don’t want that to happen. Y'all bringing up people into random conversations as if you have nothing better to do with your life. If you don’t know them then leave them alone. People aren’t always who they seem to be. Take me for an example. I act like a total stranger when it comes to new people, I also can act like I’m the most friendly person to be with and if I just don’t like you I act as if you don’t exist and there’s nothing to talk about so I go on with my life and do my thing. It all deals with people’s personalities. Not ...

Blog Post 29

People really need to stop thinking that I’m stressing over them. I don’t know why people still think that I’m stressing over them when they have no right to be in my life anymore. Just leave me alone and leave me out of your life and move on. Please just stop thinking that I want you back in my life when I don’t even care for your existence. People who keep walking into my life never lock the door behind them so I don’t understand why they still think they need to be in my life for. Just walk the fuck on out and close the door behind you already. If you don’t like me the stop pretending to like me it’s a waste of everyone’s time. I don’t care if you walk in and out of my life, it just shows that you were never meant to be in it and that’s okay because we learn who is and who’s not. So why do you insist on being in my life for? I’m not responsible for you. I’m just supposed to be either a blessing or a lesson to you. Nothing more and nothing less. Only you can make yourself feel good o...

Blog Post 28

The biggest question I keep getting is “ Why do I cut off so many people for?” Well, that’s a really easy answer. I cut off a lot of people because I don’t see the need for them and don’t have time for their shenanigans. People need to realize that if I don’t like you I’m not going to make an effort of even trying to make myself like you. Once I don’t like you, you don’t have a chance of ever getting me to like you back.There’s no need for you to be in my life nor do I want you in it. I only have certain people around me that I know care for me and can’t afford to lose them and people like you are basically just a recycled material and I don’t accept recycled materials. You were used and recycled probably for something that you did that the person that had you as a friend didn’t like so they dropped you, moved on and forgot about you. It’s the same exact thing I do. It’s part of life. People like me don’t need others that are going to get in their way of doing something that’s going to...

Blog Post 27

I don’t see the point of being in a relationship just to be happy anymore. Shit, I’m totally fine being single and spending my own money on myself. So people who think I need to be with someone need to recalculate their assumptions and leave me the fuck alone and stop talking about relationships. I don’t care for them nor do I want to be involved in one for those who didn’t know. I’m good on my own just living life and not having to stress about someone who I don’t really see any interest in. Why would I waste my time on some who I don’t really care for and who doesn’t even know me and all of my situations that I’m willing to face and take just to make them happy? It makes no fucking sense to me. If I’m going to be with someone I’m going to make sure she’s the one and not just a come and go kind of girl. Ugh, I hate girls who are like that. That’s probably another reason as to why I stay single because of girls that like to just come into someone's life and call it a thing and then...

Blog Post 26

How come people can’t mind their own business? I don’t understand why people can’t just stay in their own lane and worry about themselves. Ugh, you people are doing too much. Please just leave me alone asking me if I need help on things and if I need anything when I don’t. Shit is so annoying having to hear you open up your mouth and ask me a dumb question like if I need help on homework. Lol. What the fuck I look like to you? A straight A+ student or something? Clearly, you don’t know me well enough if you think that or you’re just assuming that I’m a straight A+ student just because I’m Asian. Well, I’m not. I’m one of those kids who doesn’t do their work even if begged to do it. I only do work that’s going to benefit me doing something with my life in the future. I don’t like being told how to do my work I like to just figure it out on my own and if I can’t figure it out then I’ll ask for help. People nowadays expect too much out of people and it’s annoying. Why can’t people just go...

Blog Post 25

So I just got a text from a from a friend if it was true? I asked my friend what was true? My friends replied back with that “I heard you were dating someone”. I replied back with a “hell no and who told you this bullshit”. He didn’t reply so I’m not sure if someone told him that told them or if it was just a rumor or something. But me dating someone is not possible. I’m more likely to go get hit by a car on my longboard first than me having to go out with someone. Dating someone isn’t on my to-do list so I don’t make time for it. I like to keep everything in place. The only things I have time for is Sleeping Some homework Eating Shopping Writing I don’t have time for dating and quite frankly I don’t care to date anyone yet. I will later on in the future but not while I’m trying to graduate from high school on time. So the rumors that are going around about me that I’m potentially seeing someone is a bunch of bullshit. I don’t even know what person I would even be dating since the face...

Blog Post 24

Is it just me or do people really love to waste my time? I'm not saying that everyone wastes my time but the majority of the people I don't fuck with have to waste my time and try to make their irrelevant ass relevant. Like what kinda bullshit is this? If you know someone doesn't fuck with you or like you then stay the hell away from them. It's not that hard to do. I do it 24/7 and it causes me no pain. I just don't see why you people try to make yourself relevant in my life when I barely even know you and I sure as hell don't care for your existence. If you're looking for attention then go home and get it from your parents because I'm not the type to give irrelevant people like you attention. The only thing I will do is just ignore you and if you keep trying to get my attention when you know damn well your ass is irrelevant to me I will punch you in the face. So keep doing the dumb shit that you do and see which hospital you in end up in. I don't th...