Mak

First of all, that person was coming at me and that’s when I realized I needed to leave them be and let them do their own thing for a while and not get involved in any of their life doings or anything relating to them. Second. I may never actually speak to this person ever again which I don’t really have a problem with, but if they start saying false information about me and my friends I will deny it at first but if they keep on doing it I will go off on them without a doubt. Third. This person is kind of irrelevant to me now so I’m not really worried about them nor do I actually give a fuck about them and I sure as hell don’t want anything to do with them. I would rather be talking to a brick wall instead of looking at that person. Last. This person did teach me as to why I should never let anyone in my life as easy as I did with them and I really got to work on my trust with people because I trusted this person way too fucking easily for some reason. I know I’m supposed to keep my gu...

I know most of you have been wondering where the fuck I’ve been at lately and to be honest I just needed some time off from things such as blogging. I know this is supposed to help me in a way but what I was going through some things the past couple of weeks to almost a month didn’t have really any time to blog or think of anything to blog about. But I’m back now and ready to blog about everything that comes to mind. I guess I had something called a writer's block where you can’t focus on things or think of anything to write about so you just don't even bother with it.So that’s exactly what I did. I also have another reason as to why I wasn’t blogging and that's because my fucking laptop got damaged so that was holding me back and I didn't really bother on trying to even fix it. It’s just in my room sitting on the floor. I may throw it away or do something with it. I just know I don’t have to fucking mess with it. Other than that being said I’m starting to not care or e...

People really need to understand that just because someone gets me mad or does something I don’t like doesn't mean I’m going to talk shit behind their back. I’m not about that life and I just find it useless. What's the point of talking shit about someone if I’m not gonna do it in front of them so they can hear me? Like what the actual fuck? Yeah, I admit I do talk shit sometimes but that’s only because I had a hell of a good time and good memories with that person and I don’t want it to end all because of a fight. I never actually ever said anything about someone that I regret because everything I normally say to a person I usually mean. Whether it's dealing with feelings or just straight up on how I feel about what they do around me. I’m not the type that likes to sugar coat shit when it comes to things. I’d rather just get to the point and be done with it. I’m basically an adult now and I have to start making decisions like one. Speaking of which I passed my driver's...

Why you going around town talking shit like you the shit? If I were you I’d shut the fuck up and go back home before you get shot. Don’t nobody like a blabbermouth ass bitch. Learn some knowledge before you do something stupid again. Let that shit be a life lesson. You need to understand that there’s no such thing as you and me. That shit never even had a beginning to exist in this world. So why’d you go around town talking all that shit for? Were you looking for attention or something? If that’s the case then you should have gone to the club where you belong with your drunk ass self. I’m not gonna stop there I’m going to keep it going. So here it goes. You told your homegirl some bull ass lies when you know that you would be regretting that shit. Because the next thing I see is your ass getting into an argument with them. I would’ve stepped in to break it up but someone told me you were talking shit about me. So I just acted as if I didn’t see you get your ass beat. What comes around ...

So tired of all of these lies… People act as if they’re going to die if they tell me something. What the fuck? If you’ve got something to say then say it. I may get mad or I might just not give a fuck about what you just said. There’s really no in between. So please do yourself a favor if you’ve got something to share then share it. Don’t be a bitch about shit. That’s annoying and no one had time for people who act like little ass bitches. I’ve currently just now removed every single person off from my snap because I found them either too irrelevant or they just liked starting drama over little dumb shit and I’m not the type to have time for any of that shit. I’m 19 now and I’m starting to realize a lot of shit that younger people do just annoy the living shit out of me. Thank god I’m not a teen dad … I would probably kill my own child or myself. I can’t stand younger people. They’re so annoying and think they know it all. Lol. Sit yo young ass down and do some homework. Stop thinking ...

  Found this interesting video and I’m not going to lie but it did make me cry a little bit. I can’t really imagine what these kids must be going through each day. I’m over here complaining about math and my struggles with it when these kids worry about if they’ll ever see daylight the next morning. It makes me realize what a good life I actually have and that I really shouldn’t be complaining about what I have. These kids have no food, no money and barely any education. I wish kids didn’t have to experience this kind of life. It makes me think back to the time I lived in the orphanage and where I would always have to fight for my food just so I didn’t have to starve. The place I live was okay. I just got abused very badly mentally and physically. I would get hit across my face with something that apparently made deep marks. The people that looked after us didn’t care for us. They were just there to see us suffer and abuse us. So yeah I guess you can say this video does mean a lot ...

It’s really not any of my business as to what you do but if you’re trying to involve me then it is my business. So don’t say it’s none of my business because you’re the one bringing up my name into a subject that’s probably irrelevant for me to even be involved in any way. So why do you keep insisting on putting my name into something that has nothing to do with me? Shit just leave me alone and keep my name out of your mouth or shit could escalate and we don’t want that to happen. Y'all bringing up people into random conversations as if you have nothing better to do with your life. If you don’t know them then leave them alone. People aren’t always who they seem to be. Take me for an example. I act like a total stranger when it comes to new people, I also can act like I’m the most friendly person to be with and if I just don’t like you I act as if you don’t exist and there’s nothing to talk about so I go on with my life and do my thing. It all deals with people’s personalities. Not ...

People really need to stop thinking that I’m stressing over them. I don’t know why people still think that I’m stressing over them when they have no right to be in my life anymore. Just leave me alone and leave me out of your life and move on. Please just stop thinking that I want you back in my life when I don’t even care for your existence. People who keep walking into my life never lock the door behind them so I don’t understand why they still think they need to be in my life for. Just walk the fuck on out and close the door behind you already. If you don’t like me the stop pretending to like me it’s a waste of everyone’s time. I don’t care if you walk in and out of my life, it just shows that you were never meant to be in it and that’s okay because we learn who is and who’s not. So why do you insist on being in my life for? I’m not responsible for you. I’m just supposed to be either a blessing or a lesson to you. Nothing more and nothing less. Only you can make yourself feel good o...

The biggest question I keep getting is “ Why do I cut off so many people for?” Well, that’s a really easy answer. I cut off a lot of people because I don’t see the need for them and don’t have time for their shenanigans. People need to realize that if I don’t like you I’m not going to make an effort of even trying to make myself like you. Once I don’t like you, you don’t have a chance of ever getting me to like you back.There’s no need for you to be in my life nor do I want you in it. I only have certain people around me that I know care for me and can’t afford to lose them and people like you are basically just a recycled material and I don’t accept recycled materials. You were used and recycled probably for something that you did that the person that had you as a friend didn’t like so they dropped you, moved on and forgot about you. It’s the same exact thing I do. It’s part of life. People like me don’t need others that are going to get in their way of doing something that’s going to...

I don’t see the point of being in a relationship just to be happy anymore. Shit, I’m totally fine being single and spending my own money on myself. So people who think I need to be with someone need to recalculate their assumptions and leave me the fuck alone and stop talking about relationships. I don’t care for them nor do I want to be involved in one for those who didn’t know. I’m good on my own just living life and not having to stress about someone who I don’t really see any interest in. Why would I waste my time on some who I don’t really care for and who doesn’t even know me and all of my situations that I’m willing to face and take just to make them happy? It makes no fucking sense to me. If I’m going to be with someone I’m going to make sure she’s the one and not just a come and go kind of girl. Ugh, I hate girls who are like that. That’s probably another reason as to why I stay single because of girls that like to just come into someone's life and call it a thing and then...

How come people can’t mind their own business? I don’t understand why people can’t just stay in their own lane and worry about themselves. Ugh, you people are doing too much. Please just leave me alone asking me if I need help on things and if I need anything when I don’t. Shit is so annoying having to hear you open up your mouth and ask me a dumb question like if I need help on homework. Lol. What the fuck I look like to you? A straight A+ student or something? Clearly, you don’t know me well enough if you think that or you’re just assuming that I’m a straight A+ student just because I’m Asian. Well, I’m not. I’m one of those kids who doesn’t do their work even if begged to do it. I only do work that’s going to benefit me doing something with my life in the future. I don’t like being told how to do my work I like to just figure it out on my own and if I can’t figure it out then I’ll ask for help. People nowadays expect too much out of people and it’s annoying. Why can’t people just go...