Mak

So yesterday I believe it was that I was having a bad day cause of personal problems and other shit that was going on with me while I was at school. But yeah that's besides that point right now. So let me just get on with this shit! I’m walking down the hall with all the other people at my school and this kid was like pushing me and it felt like he was dry humping the fuck out of me or something similar to that and I turned around and yelled out “Yo Chill The Fuck Out” and his ass had run to the other side of the hall in a matter of seconds and I didn't really care at the point who he was or what his condition was or what his fucking deal was. All I knew was I was going to throw his ass to the window and just start punching the living shit out of him. But I didn’t I just kept walking to my next class and I could tell the principles and the school resource officers were aware of me yelling in the hall cause nobody else is dumb enough to scream out the “F” word out in the hallway...

Yes, I have depression. It comes and goes like anything else. Sometimes it's a hard-hitting and other times it's just me not feeling like I can do anything. I had a moment today in school where I skipped class and went to the new building and just sat on top of the staircase and just listened to music to calm me down and not do anything harmful to myself. I snapped a few friends of mine and told them what was going on and this teacher comes out and starts asking me questions and shit like we were friends and shit. I told her that I'm just depressed and want to go home and she says and I quote "You can't be out here you need to go to class." Um, thanks for the help? How can I go to class if that's what makes me depressed and have me go in a state of mind where I want to kill myself? Like bitch thinks outside the school for once and understand that school is the leading cause of my depression. Math is the main thing that causes it and the worst thing about i...

Yo, can people please stop thinking they need to be in MY FUCKING LIFE. I get you wanna be friends or whatever but I'm not the friendly type. I'm just here to be social during the day and at night I'm here to do business. I wasn't born to make friends. I was however born to make enemies but I don't see much of a competition when those pop in my life. People say you gotta live free and all this other shit about no limits. But yet when you go beyond limits and start living the life you wanna live they want to tell you no and stop you aren't doing it right. Hello, what part of live free don't you get? Living free means there are no restrictions on the things you can do but yet people still wanna always find some way to stop us from doing what we wanna do for some dumb odd reason. People who are restricting me from doing me and what I love are my enemies and I avoid those people at all times. You gotta act as if they don't exist and just keep doing you just ...

Okay so I get on Facebook today and I see this video called “Honey this is me picking my battles” so I clicked on it and watched what she had to say and I agreed with every single word she had said about these damn dress codes for us at school. She had gotten in trouble over exposing her shoulders and how it was disrupting the class. First of all, how the fuck do you manage to get disrupted by shoulders? That’s my main question here and second since when were shoulders a sexual part of the body? She then went on to talk about knees and I agreed with her there too. Girls can’t wear a specific length and I’m just like what the fuck who made these rules. Clothes are made to fit a specific male or female not so male and female can wear the same clothing. So why the fuck is there as issue with shorts? Guys wear basketball shorts and girls wear athletic shorts. So what problems do you have with these shorts when that’s the design for the male body and the female body? Please tell me cause I ...

Why are people asking the same dumb ass question over and over again? Come on now. What's there to do after I graduate high school besides doing me?! I don't see anyone else being themselves. They all want to go after their parent's dream and I'm just like what the fuck is wrong with you? Go do something you wanna do and stop following in the footsteps of others and just live a life you want to live. See this is what's wrong with society nowadays. People wanna go follow in someone else's footsteps and not do their own thing anymore. Everyone thinks they can be someone else and they don't understand the first thing of being whatever it is that they are. The just wanna do it because it either pays well or they have no other option. First of all, you always have a choice to say no and do your own thing and if you think you don't then clearly you're in the wrong country. Shit, I be damned if I had to follow in the footsteps of someone else. I couldn'...

Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve blogged. But I’m back with a new blog like I promised a few weeks ago on my Twitter and Facebook. I haven’t blogged cause my phone broke and I was doing a lot of research on like 4 different phones and trying to find the right one for me because I knew I wouldn’t be able to upgrade to another phone for quite some time now. So I made the decision to just go with the gold iPhone 7+. I figured it had everything I needed and the camera was the feature that had me sold. So yeah that’s why I haven’t been posting many Instagram photos on my account.  But hey I’m back and ready to do everything relating to social media and keeping up with you guys. Whether that’s through Facebook, Twitter, Instagram & even Snapchat. Whatever way you wanna reach out to me I’m replying back now. Now back to the main topic of why I’m blogging right now. So graduation is coming up and people are getting hype or whatever and me I’m just making memories with people so I can ...

People keep texting me about C.T and wondering if I’m ever gonna be friends or have anything to do with her in the future and my only reply to those people is “No Comment”. People don’t understand/realize what I did to her, in my opinion, was stupid, wrong and something that nobody should do to another human being. I was basically harassing her on social media when I was younger and I didn’t even know it at the time until I talked to my therapist about her and they had said I was harassing her on social media and I felt so horrible for the past 3 years of my life. That’s why I never really liked talking about her nor wanted anything to do with her until I forgot about her existence and moved on with my life and was ready to talk about my poor judgments and my mistakes. People think it’s all fun and games or whatever. But to me, it was all serious business and nothing to really joke about. People think that what I did to her was okay because I was younger and didn’t know any better and ...

I don’t need people telling me who to be because I already know who I’m supposed to be and that person is me, myself and I. Sorry for the disappointment if I’m not good enough for you and I’m not what “you” want me to be but for me I’m happy with what I’ve become and what I do in “my life”. So you can either accept me for me or kill yourself because there's no need for judgmental ass people like you to be in other people’s lives telling them how to live their own fucking life. People think they’re in this world to control others and their life doing when the only reason that they’re in this world is because their parents had sex and 9 months later they had a baby aka yourself. So chill the fuck out thinking that you were born into this world to control others and telling them how to live their life when you don’t even have any control over yours. Oh shit! My bad, I totally forgot about your past. I don't care, though. Just because you never had any control over your life and yo...

Don’t pretend to love someone and then treat them like shit. If you pretend to love someone people are most definitely are going to call you a fake and I don’t think you want that. So love someone and hold on to them and treat them like you’re supposed to or treat them like how you would want to be treated. It’s simple shit but yet we still have people out here who are making it into a big deal when it’s not even something to even be discussed. Last time I checked you had brains and some knowledge on this. So you should know better than to treat someone that you love like shit and as if they were not good enough for you. But hey if you say otherwise then please let me know so we can get you help. People wanna take relationships as it's all one big game nowadays and see who the winner is at the end of it all it seems. I’m not sure about you or whatever but to me, this shit is just fucking mind blowing to me that they would wanna treat something so special between one another as if i...

People keep wanting to know if I’ll ever date a girl and quite frankly that’s none of their business if I do or don’t. Right now I’d like to just think that I’m in a pretty good spot from where I was back 4 -5 years ago so yeah me dating anyone isn’t really on my mind or even in my state of mind right now. I wanna go out and have fun with the few friends that I have and just try new things with new people and not let one person get in the way of that. People wanna take life so seriously nowadays and not enjoy life as it’s given to them and instead they always seem to take advantage of the little things or just not care about their life. Unlike me, I just wanna enjoy what little time I do have of being free and wild before I grow up and start caring for my future and money situations. Yeah having fun is fun and all but one of these days we have to focus on ourselves sometimes and what we need to do to better ourselves. It’s time to grow up and do what's finally right and not make a ...

Yo if you weren’t fucking with me back in 2016 then please stay your ass somewhere that doesn’t involve being near or around me. I’m sick and tired of all these people trying to get to know me and what I do for a fucking living when I could have sworn they were hating on me and talking shit behind my back like I couldn’t hear them. So yeah. I’m still the same person as I was back in 2016 & since birth so doesn't be thinking anything has changed with me just because it’s a new year and shit. Got people running up to me like we were friends back in 2016 when I could have sworn they were texting their friends on how much they hated me and how they couldn’t stand me or whatever. But now all the sudden they wanna be friends and get close to me? Lol. Bye! I don’t do that fake shit. I left all the fake people that were in my life back in 2016. I didn’t need them. I didn’t care for them I sure as hell didn’t want them to be in my life. But I was nice enough to let them in or whatever b...