Mak

Yes it’s true I did see a girl named Camryn at the mall and I knew it was her cause I could never really forget about her. She’s just one of those girls that I can’t seem to get out of my head even when I try she just keeps coming back into my head. It was hella awkward for me for sure seeing someone that I used to care for and now know nothing about or keep in touch with. But hey it’s whatever I wasn’t really in the mood to talk to anyone anyways. I’m not going to lie but I did watch her as she walked past me and prayed to God that she didn’t say anything to me because if she had said something to me I would have had lost my cool and told her how I really felt about her at that point and how I felt about her at that point was not a good feeling. So I’m glad she just minded her own business and walked past me. But the fact that I had seen her was really... Um, how do I put this in the nicest way as possible? It was shocking to me I guess? I don’t know but I know for a fact that all the...

I’d rather love you for who you are and not for something that you’re not. I hate the fact that a girl like you would wanna go fake for a guy like me. I’m not going to be judging you on the shit you do. Who I look like? Judge Judy or something? Fuck no. You should realize that not everything you do is gonna affect me the way you want it to. I know I can get kinda upset over little things like when you talk to other guys even though I know you’re just friends with them and the fact that I can’t help stop loving you. You make me wanna be romantic, You make me wanna treat you like a star! So let's keep this shit going until the end of time if we can. I always told myself that I’d have to wait a few more years until I found the right girl and I guess I was right because ever since I saw you I could tell you were the one. I don’t wish to be like these other dudes. Breaking females hearts for a girl who is basically a lower level of what they originally had. Guys that do that shit are st...

I stayed away from all the bullshit for as long as I could. But I guess today was the day I decided I’ve had enough with it. Got this bitch ass of a teacher emailing my mom who doesn’t even have time to care for me and my doings. She emailed my mom about me fucking sleeping in class and not doing the work. First of all yo ass should be lucky enough I’m not disrupting your so called “precious class”. Second of all. Who the fuck does she think she is yelling at me and shit like I’m deaf. I wanna ask her who she yelling at but she gonna reply with smart ass remark such as “I wasn’t yelling. I was just saying” Bitch what? I swear this teacher hates me for no reason. I’m sorry for not being “nice” in a class full of people I don’t care for or like. Sorry that your class is the shit hole of all shit holes and sorry for your class vibe being so dry that it makes me fall asleep. I wish she would just fucking admit that she hates me so I can just get on with my life and have that shit settled. ...

Can people just accept the fact that I forgave and forgot about a lot of motherfuckers that came into my life. I understand that they came into my life for a reason but that reason has had its expiration date for quite some time now. So just leave it be. Don’t be bringing up shit that I have already dealt with. There’s no point of mentioning it or even lurking around it. Got people I’ve never even talked to at school asking me why this person and I got beef for? I just look at them like what the fuck are you talking about? I don’t have an issue with anyone at the moment. Having an issue with someone is so middle school. If people have an issue or problem with me then they need to man up and tell me instead of going around in school and telling others that they’ve got beef with me and those people having to catch me off guard and tell me that a certain person has an issue with me. People need to realize that I’m 19 and I don’t have time in the day to deal with irrelevant motherfuckers. ...

Yo can y'all fuck niggas and fuck bitches get the fuck out my life. Tired of people thinking they can walk all up on me like I'm a floor. I don’t have the time and energy to deal with your fakeness and your bad vibes. The only thing I see you useful for is if I needed someone to fill in a for another person. But I don’t ever have any spots to fill in for anyone so y’all are basically useless to me so why y’all keep hanging out with me for? Like, go home. Suck a dick go do something you wish to do. Stop asking me what to do cause if you ask me I’m just gonna tell you that you’re grown so you need to do you and figure it out on your own. I’m sick and tired of having to baby people around. I’m not a babysitter, so just man up and pull your own weight around. Got people using me for rides into town and expect me not to charge. Like, hold the fuck up. You asked for a ride I tell you the price you say okay I come and pick you up and then you pay once I drop you back off at your place...

So yesterday I believe it was that I was having a bad day cause of personal problems and other shit that was going on with me while I was at school. But yeah that's besides that point right now. So let me just get on with this shit! I’m walking down the hall with all the other people at my school and this kid was like pushing me and it felt like he was dry humping the fuck out of me or something similar to that and I turned around and yelled out “Yo Chill The Fuck Out” and his ass had run to the other side of the hall in a matter of seconds and I didn't really care at the point who he was or what his condition was or what his fucking deal was. All I knew was I was going to throw his ass to the window and just start punching the living shit out of him. But I didn’t I just kept walking to my next class and I could tell the principles and the school resource officers were aware of me yelling in the hall cause nobody else is dumb enough to scream out the “F” word out in the hallway...

Yes, I have depression. It comes and goes like anything else. Sometimes it's a hard-hitting and other times it's just me not feeling like I can do anything. I had a moment today in school where I skipped class and went to the new building and just sat on top of the staircase and just listened to music to calm me down and not do anything harmful to myself. I snapped a few friends of mine and told them what was going on and this teacher comes out and starts asking me questions and shit like we were friends and shit. I told her that I'm just depressed and want to go home and she says and I quote "You can't be out here you need to go to class." Um, thanks for the help? How can I go to class if that's what makes me depressed and have me go in a state of mind where I want to kill myself? Like bitch thinks outside the school for once and understand that school is the leading cause of my depression. Math is the main thing that causes it and the worst thing about i...

Yo, can people please stop thinking they need to be in MY FUCKING LIFE. I get you wanna be friends or whatever but I'm not the friendly type. I'm just here to be social during the day and at night I'm here to do business. I wasn't born to make friends. I was however born to make enemies but I don't see much of a competition when those pop in my life. People say you gotta live free and all this other shit about no limits. But yet when you go beyond limits and start living the life you wanna live they want to tell you no and stop you aren't doing it right. Hello, what part of live free don't you get? Living free means there are no restrictions on the things you can do but yet people still wanna always find some way to stop us from doing what we wanna do for some dumb odd reason. People who are restricting me from doing me and what I love are my enemies and I avoid those people at all times. You gotta act as if they don't exist and just keep doing you just ...

Okay so I get on Facebook today and I see this video called “Honey this is me picking my battles” so I clicked on it and watched what she had to say and I agreed with every single word she had said about these damn dress codes for us at school. She had gotten in trouble over exposing her shoulders and how it was disrupting the class. First of all, how the fuck do you manage to get disrupted by shoulders? That’s my main question here and second since when were shoulders a sexual part of the body? She then went on to talk about knees and I agreed with her there too. Girls can’t wear a specific length and I’m just like what the fuck who made these rules. Clothes are made to fit a specific male or female not so male and female can wear the same clothing. So why the fuck is there as issue with shorts? Guys wear basketball shorts and girls wear athletic shorts. So what problems do you have with these shorts when that’s the design for the male body and the female body? Please tell me cause I ...

Why are people asking the same dumb ass question over and over again? Come on now. What's there to do after I graduate high school besides doing me?! I don't see anyone else being themselves. They all want to go after their parent's dream and I'm just like what the fuck is wrong with you? Go do something you wanna do and stop following in the footsteps of others and just live a life you want to live. See this is what's wrong with society nowadays. People wanna go follow in someone else's footsteps and not do their own thing anymore. Everyone thinks they can be someone else and they don't understand the first thing of being whatever it is that they are. The just wanna do it because it either pays well or they have no other option. First of all, you always have a choice to say no and do your own thing and if you think you don't then clearly you're in the wrong country. Shit, I be damned if I had to follow in the footsteps of someone else. I couldn'...

Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve blogged. But I’m back with a new blog like I promised a few weeks ago on my Twitter and Facebook. I haven’t blogged cause my phone broke and I was doing a lot of research on like 4 different phones and trying to find the right one for me because I knew I wouldn’t be able to upgrade to another phone for quite some time now. So I made the decision to just go with the gold iPhone 7+. I figured it had everything I needed and the camera was the feature that had me sold. So yeah that’s why I haven’t been posting many Instagram photos on my account.  But hey I’m back and ready to do everything relating to social media and keeping up with you guys. Whether that’s through Facebook, Twitter, Instagram & even Snapchat. Whatever way you wanna reach out to me I’m replying back now. Now back to the main topic of why I’m blogging right now. So graduation is coming up and people are getting hype or whatever and me I’m just making memories with people so I can ...