Mak

I hate having people around me. I don’t care to be known or anything relating to me. I only do it to seem civil and normal. But in reality, I just wanna escape from it all and never to be heard from or seen ever again. I see people showing love to people they don’t even fuck with and I see people trusting people who have a bad history with the word trust. I see people killing other family members all because of a girl and being mistreated. I’m seeing money being taken from good people and being used for drugs and prostitution. I’m seeing a lot of things that most people at my age aren’t supposed to be seeing. We live in a world where things aren’t how they should be. This world we all live in and go about is just a lie and it’s mostly just a big game of unknown secrets. The government watches over us and considers us all lab rats til further notice. We don’t have any rights besides to vote and protest and even those two things can be restricted depending on the subject. Police brutalit...

If you are white and you were on my snap just know you have been removed off from it because I’ve about had with people like you starting shit with me saying I can’t hang out with my black friends. It's gotten to the point where I can't even be seen around black people which pisses me off because it's like we are going back to slavery ages and just so we're clear I will always have more black friends then whites because you white people can't stop being fucking racist and second can’t get the fact that I actually have respect for black people so you can shove that down your throat. If you wanna fight me go ahead and call up all your fuck boy trump supporters and I'll call up my friends who are mostly all black and we'll fucking slide your body across the pavement as if it was nothing. Since you want to treat these black people like slaves we'll do the fucking same thing to you. So go ahead and keep praising that fuck head of a president we have now becau...

Well someone off my snap finally asked me who I liked at my old High School and at first, I was like huh? Come again. They asked who I liked while I went to D.H.Conley and I was like denying the fact I liked anyone there because I didn’t know if this person knew the person I had liked while I went there or not so I was basically acting dumb on the topic and denying the fact that I liked anyone at Conley in a way that I’d like to date/have a relationship with. But the fact that he or she caught on to me denying all the facts they fucking put was it “such and such”.  My response was legit “What The Fuck” at first and then I asked them how the fuck did you get this name and know that this was the person because I only told three people and the one person I told doesn’t even go to Conley.  So how do you know all this and they legit replied with the dumbest shit I’ve ever read. They said, “The way I would not talk to her”. So I’m like thinking to myself what the fuck? So all it tak...

 I can’t blame you for thinking that you never knew me. When in fact you know more about me than most people I ever come in contact with. It’s just the fact that most people wanna get to know me and then change everything about me that they don't like which pisses me off and why I don’t really like bothering with people. But you were never like that and that’s what I really loved about you. I’ve just hurt so many people in the past that I’m tired of it. I don’t wanna hurt you or anyone else by making reckless decisions. I just want to prove to you and others that I’m willing to change if you and others would just give me a chance. I’m sorry for always pushing you away. I just always thought I was hurting you by having you get involved in my shit that was never about you or had anything to do with you. I was just trying to find myself and figure out what I’m supposed to do with my life. Because at this point in my life I don’t know what do. I’m not talking to people, I’m beginning t...

If you’re a bitch or just a complete uneducated moron please don’t come onto any of my social media accounts and comment some dumb ass shit without knowing the following:  1. Your Fucking Facts 2. Who The Fuck You’re commenting To 3. What I Am Capable Of Doing & last but not least 4. The Type of People I know / I’m With Now that I’ve mentioned those four things without stuttering or making it hard to explain for your uneducated ass I expect that we have an understanding of what I mean. Because apparently people now think it’s okay to reply to someone else's comment by putting there two useless irrelevant ass cents on a topic that had nothing to do with them. My dude, weren’t you just complaining about how your girlfriend cant stay out of other people’s business and yours? So why the fuck are you in mine for? Is it a cry for help or some other pathetic sign for help? If so I can’t help you because I’m not about that life because I didn’t go to school to study how to take care of...

Why does it even have to matter as to who the girl was on my snapchat? Am I not allowed to post girls on my snap or something? Like what’s the problem with me posting girls on my snap for? I’m single and I like girls so what the fuck is your problem with that? Like, am I supposed to be gay or something because if that’s the case then hand me an m9 so I can kill myself because there's no way in hell I’m turning gay for someone else's happiness. I’m sorry if you’re not into seeing 20-24-year-old girls on my snapchat. But I can’t really help that because I can’t deal with younger females period. All they like to do is create drama out of nothing and make an explosion after 2 minutes go by. But hey if you’re into that kind of shit then do me a favor and yourself by deleting me off your snap and go add younger females onto your snap instead. People these days need to understand that I’m turning 20 in a week so what that means is I’m going to be dropping all these younger bitches aro...

Shit, I thought a human could care for another human but I guess not since we have a president who thinks all foreigners are terrorists. So for me, that’s basically saying I’m a terrorist in this country because first of all I was born overseas. Second, I had been adopted back in 2004 and Third I moved to the United States so I could experience this so-called freedom. But since Obama left the office and Donald The Fucking Duck became president my ass is tempted to move back overseas. I don’t want to live someplace where a leader someone we have to look up to is a fucking racist. I don’t like people who are racist first of all and second I’d rather take my chance with a control freak over a racist. A control freak is way better than someone who judges you by where you grew up, how you live or look. Shit, the only thing a control freak does is tells you how to do something because shit, they couldn’t give two fucks about your life story, where you were born or how you look. For me being ...

Holy shit I can’t believe today September 18th, 2017 is my two-year mark of blogging. Seems like just yesterday I was only learning how to blog and figuring out what my topics were going to be based on and how I was going to put my life situations into a blog. But I managed to do it and now I’m here on blog 70! Who knew I’d ever reach this far. Shit, I thought I would only have like 5-10 blog post up on my site but I guess not. When I started off doing this I didn’t ever tell anyone I was a blogger or anything dealing with that because I didn’t really know how people would react or act towards me. But after I put myself out there people were actually interested believe it or not. Which kinda of put me off guard because they weren’t being mean or judgmental about it. Instead, they wanted the link and asked when I posted my blogs. So I only gave my site URL to only those who asked for it. Everbody else was clueless as to what I had been talking about.  After a few months went by I ki...

How can someone put so much time and effort into a relationship during the day but at night they’re on their phones texting their side chick or side nigga? I swear this generation that we live in has no meaning of loyalty and trust. Where did we go wrong to end up unloyal and untrustworthy to people who cared for us? I’m so lost that I honestly believe that people really think that love is a game and we should just treat it like one. Which kind of sucks if you think about it. I personally can’t ever treat love like a game because I’m not about to get into a relationship and be like the rest of y'all and end it with the girl 3-4 days later all because she didn’t play right. If I ever do get into a relationship I’m going to make sure I treat the girl right and with respect, because half of you people in relationships can’t seem to do or find which is kinda pathetic and you claim that you’ve been in relationships since 4th grade or somewhere around that area.  My dude, you’ve probably...

I don't know her that well anymore so why waste my time caring for someone I don't know?  That doesn’t make any sense to me what's so ever, let her do her shit.  She’s out there getting her life situated and you over here in my dm talking shit about her and I’m over here thinking to myself “why am I still in this conversation with you? Like, fuck off!” I can’t stand people bashing or doing anything resembling hate towards someone they don’t even know. That shit makes you look like a complete low life at level 5,000. If you’re going to bash someone or hate them hate them for animal cruelty or something in that area. Other than just hating on someone for their looks or beliefs. People have no idea as to what that person is going through. Shit, they might have just lost a loved one or something and you’re over here on their Instagram talking about “what are those” like shut the fuck up with that played out phrase. People think that they can do whatever the fuck they feel like ...

People from my past can fuck off. I have everyone that I need in my life already. For the first time in months, I feel like myself. I was confused on what I was supposed to be and what I need to do but I think I found what I was looking for. It was for me to just stop caring about everything and let shit be and let life just take its course on me. I was doing a lot of thinking when I went ghost. I was thinking about everything that ever fucked me up, everyone that has ever done me dirty and people who were just there as a joke in my life. I had all that shit memorized and figured out and I was letting go of all that dumb shit and everyone that I didn’t see fit to my new life changes. While I was going through all of those things I had people telling me that I was being pretty much anything dealing with over dramatic. Which in my case I didn’t even see it like that. I saw it as an opportunity to help and better myself without letting other people know and just have them find out for the...