Mak

Can someone please explain how any of the shit I'm about to explain makes any fucking human logical ass sense? Okay, I'm at this so-called "store" or whatever minding my own fucking business and doing my own shit and ignoring everyone else in this particular store because I really hate small talk with the people who go to this one store. I go down I'd say 3 aisles at this point getting my shit for basic ass living cause I was on a budget during this whole shit and tell me why I hear a worn out bitch calling me out for going through an aisle that had a not one but two wet floor signs.  First of all who in the fuck makes a scene as if a person was murdered in a store? Second was it really that big of a deal?  Third who the fuck are you and why are you yelling in a store? Were your raised in a zoo? So I'm just there looking around trying to find a clue as to who the fuck this worn out bitch was yelling at and when I tell you I was looking I'm not fucking lyin...

Typing this post only because I once had this person in my life who I rather not say there name but the fact that they just asked me “if we can go back to the way we used to be?” upset and triggered the fucked out of me just now and it’s not even 6 a.m. it’s 5:11 a.m to be exact. Anyways back to the topic. How can I go back to someone who: 1. Couldn’t stop arguing and fighting with me? 2. Who couldn’t trust me even though I was sleeping most of the day and when we did hang out she still said I was hiding something. 3. Fucked me over several fucking time and never admitted to her fucked up behavior. 4. Never really showed me that much respect towards me or my friends really. So you wanna tell me that you want me to go back to that? Bitch are you crazy? You must be. Thinking I’m going to get myself back into a relationship from hell. Yeah, I’d rather take my chances with a tornado than go anywhere near you or that thing you just called a “relationship”. Th...

Okay, can someone please explain to me how me coming into Panera Bread with a Starbucks iced coffee and a black computer backpack makes me some kind of hacker? All I did was:  1. Buy a coffee 2. Go next door to Panera 3. Move a table around 4. Set up my laptop How does any of that make me seem suspicious or a hacker? Even if I was a hacker why would I come to a place where it’s public? That’s just dumb ass fuck in my opinion. I hate people who just judge or assume that people are a certain thing when in reality I'm just looking for a place to mind my own business and potentially answer back a few emails. People who are hackers can actually get a pretty decent job that pays around the 6 digit figures. So me being a hacker wouldn’t really be a bad thing if I was using it for good like tracking shit down and getting info on someone who was bad and uses it against them. So technically I wouldn't mind being that kind of hacker but being called a hacker who does illegal shit that...

So a couple of days ago I went longboarding with a friend of mine at East Carolina University cause I had nothing better to do with my life and I just needed to get out of the house. So we get on campus and we do our usual runs around campus and so what. But for me as a person who longboards down steps on the fucking regular somehow fell and got laughed at by some irrelevant ass high schoolers that were apparently “Visting” or whatever the fuck. So I got up went back up to the steps did my run again and what do I do? I fucking wipe out for some unknown fucking reason. So look to my friend and I just shake my fucking head and look back at the ground and by ground I mean the bricks and I shit you not when I tell you those bricks were fucked up I mean they looked like they were from a third world country. The spot where I normally land at had fucking cracks in the bricks and what looked like if a wrecking ball just fell on the bricks and was just left there to not get fixed. That...

Going to be talking about 3 topics on this blog so yeah! TOPIC #1 I’m really considering on kicking everyone that keeps asking me for shit to the curb even if that means I have zero friends. People wanna ask me for things that they can do themselves such as going to a friends house or anyplace that calls for me to waste my gas basically. I know you have parents so why can’t you ask them? Instead of calling me asking for a ride when you know damn well I live nowhere near you or anywhere close to town. So why do you people who have my number still call me asking for a ride? It makes no sense and it’s a waste of time and gas for everyone quite frankly.  Have you people ever heard of Uber or Lyft? If not then look it up in the app store and download that shit because I promise you for people who rely on others for rides you are the ones who really need to use these apps. It doesn’t take a genius to figure this shit out.  TOPIC #2 I stay to myself cause I’m the only one w...

I hate having people around me. I don’t care to be known or anything relating to me. I only do it to seem civil and normal. But in reality, I just wanna escape from it all and never to be heard from or seen ever again. I see people showing love to people they don’t even fuck with and I see people trusting people who have a bad history with the word trust. I see people killing other family members all because of a girl and being mistreated. I’m seeing money being taken from good people and being used for drugs and prostitution. I’m seeing a lot of things that most people at my age aren’t supposed to be seeing. We live in a world where things aren’t how they should be. This world we all live in and go about is just a lie and it’s mostly just a big game of unknown secrets. The government watches over us and considers us all lab rats til further notice. We don’t have any rights besides to vote and protest and even those two things can be restricted depending on the subject. Police brutalit...

If you are white and you were on my snap just know you have been removed off from it because I’ve about had with people like you starting shit with me saying I can’t hang out with my black friends. It's gotten to the point where I can't even be seen around black people which pisses me off because it's like we are going back to slavery ages and just so we're clear I will always have more black friends then whites because you white people can't stop being fucking racist and second can’t get the fact that I actually have respect for black people so you can shove that down your throat. If you wanna fight me go ahead and call up all your fuck boy trump supporters and I'll call up my friends who are mostly all black and we'll fucking slide your body across the pavement as if it was nothing. Since you want to treat these black people like slaves we'll do the fucking same thing to you. So go ahead and keep praising that fuck head of a president we have now becau...

Well someone off my snap finally asked me who I liked at my old High School and at first, I was like huh? Come again. They asked who I liked while I went to D.H.Conley and I was like denying the fact I liked anyone there because I didn’t know if this person knew the person I had liked while I went there or not so I was basically acting dumb on the topic and denying the fact that I liked anyone at Conley in a way that I’d like to date/have a relationship with. But the fact that he or she caught on to me denying all the facts they fucking put was it “such and such”.  My response was legit “What The Fuck” at first and then I asked them how the fuck did you get this name and know that this was the person because I only told three people and the one person I told doesn’t even go to Conley.  So how do you know all this and they legit replied with the dumbest shit I’ve ever read. They said, “The way I would not talk to her”. So I’m like thinking to myself what the fuck? So all it tak...

 I can’t blame you for thinking that you never knew me. When in fact you know more about me than most people I ever come in contact with. It’s just the fact that most people wanna get to know me and then change everything about me that they don't like which pisses me off and why I don’t really like bothering with people. But you were never like that and that’s what I really loved about you. I’ve just hurt so many people in the past that I’m tired of it. I don’t wanna hurt you or anyone else by making reckless decisions. I just want to prove to you and others that I’m willing to change if you and others would just give me a chance. I’m sorry for always pushing you away. I just always thought I was hurting you by having you get involved in my shit that was never about you or had anything to do with you. I was just trying to find myself and figure out what I’m supposed to do with my life. Because at this point in my life I don’t know what do. I’m not talking to people, I’m beginning t...

If you’re a bitch or just a complete uneducated moron please don’t come onto any of my social media accounts and comment some dumb ass shit without knowing the following:  1. Your Fucking Facts 2. Who The Fuck You’re commenting To 3. What I Am Capable Of Doing & last but not least 4. The Type of People I know / I’m With Now that I’ve mentioned those four things without stuttering or making it hard to explain for your uneducated ass I expect that we have an understanding of what I mean. Because apparently people now think it’s okay to reply to someone else's comment by putting there two useless irrelevant ass cents on a topic that had nothing to do with them. My dude, weren’t you just complaining about how your girlfriend cant stay out of other people’s business and yours? So why the fuck are you in mine for? Is it a cry for help or some other pathetic sign for help? If so I can’t help you because I’m not about that life because I didn’t go to school to study how to take care of...

Why does it even have to matter as to who the girl was on my snapchat? Am I not allowed to post girls on my snap or something? Like what’s the problem with me posting girls on my snap for? I’m single and I like girls so what the fuck is your problem with that? Like, am I supposed to be gay or something because if that’s the case then hand me an m9 so I can kill myself because there's no way in hell I’m turning gay for someone else's happiness. I’m sorry if you’re not into seeing 20-24-year-old girls on my snapchat. But I can’t really help that because I can’t deal with younger females period. All they like to do is create drama out of nothing and make an explosion after 2 minutes go by. But hey if you’re into that kind of shit then do me a favor and yourself by deleting me off your snap and go add younger females onto your snap instead. People these days need to understand that I’m turning 20 in a week so what that means is I’m going to be dropping all these younger bitches aro...