Mak

Even though it's 7 a.m and I haven't gone to sleep yet I just want to address a few things before people start coming at me with even more irrelevant ass bullshit. I don't have a normal sleep schedule. Let me explain. People normally go to bed around 9-11 p.m and get up at around 6-8 a.m right? Well, me on the other hand, I go to bed at around 6-7 a.m and get up at around 3-4 p.m. So me being the way that I am now  I can basically have the right to not text/call people back in the ass crack of dawn. So for those blowing up my phone early in the morning please stop. It's just a waste of time and your text are probably just still sitting in my phone unattended and shit. I don't really care that my sleep schedule is different from others because it gives me a lot of room to not deal with all the early morning drama and it gives me more me time and by me time I mean sleep. I know I get a lot of hate and shit and people are calling me lazy but to me, I find it rewarding....

Going on a rant here. So hear me out. People who have a problem with what I post “ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA PAGES” need to simply block me because I don’t have time for retarded folks like you commenting your pathetic ass opinions under MY POST!! It's fucking annoying and a waste of fucking time. I'm surprised you people who comment on other people's post haven't figured out the reason why you're at the bottom and we're at the top. So I'm mean you can take it as it is or just stop commenting. People who claim to know me and tell me how I should live my life can seriously FUCK OFF!! Last time I checked you don’t pay my bills and I know for a fact you don’t pay for my gas so why the fuck you keep running your mouth at me for?! Like relax, take some Xanax & go to sleep!! Got people treating me like I’m back in elementary school or some shit... and they're not even older than me!! Got 17 years thinking they know me and everything I do they gotta complain to me ...

People got me fucked up to the moon and back for not understanding that I'm 20 years old and I can say, post, tweet, feel, and do whatever the fuck I please. So for you to come up to me and complain to me about me not being this and that can go suck on whatever little dick trump has cause I'm not some toy you can just assemble and have it work to your needs. People wanna act as if I'm forcing them to be around me or some shit when in reality I'm not trying to have anyone in my life telling me how I should dress or be because I've never been the type to really give a fuck about the shit that people tell me to do ever since I came to the States, so what the fuck makes you think I'm going to start now? Like the fuck? I admit I'm not perfect and I don't really care to be perfect or whatever it is that society wants to force me into because at the end of the day I'm still going to be me and that's all I really know how to be. I'm not trying t...

Well, I got pulled over for the first time in my life. It's not really a big deal to me cause knowing me and how I drive it was bound to happen so it's whatever. But the problem I had with this whole situation was when this country ass person I passed came to where I pulled over and told the officer "He scared me with his driving" and I'm just in my 4Runner like um who the fuck are you and why are you even here? The officer takes his fucking time with the dumb ass that had nothing to do with me or the situation and I'm just like can we get a move on with this? Like shit, I gotta get home and eat! So the officer is asking me this and that and I'm just there like here you go and this officer caught an attitude with me so quick I thought to myself you know what else you're about to catch? These hands is what else you're about to catch. So he goes back to his SUV and I'm just there on the phone with my mom and shes like we'll take care of it an...

Can someone please explain how any of the shit I'm about to explain makes any fucking human logical ass sense? Okay, I'm at this so-called "store" or whatever minding my own fucking business and doing my own shit and ignoring everyone else in this particular store because I really hate small talk with the people who go to this one store. I go down I'd say 3 aisles at this point getting my shit for basic ass living cause I was on a budget during this whole shit and tell me why I hear a worn out bitch calling me out for going through an aisle that had a not one but two wet floor signs.  First of all who in the fuck makes a scene as if a person was murdered in a store? Second was it really that big of a deal?  Third who the fuck are you and why are you yelling in a store? Were your raised in a zoo? So I'm just there looking around trying to find a clue as to who the fuck this worn out bitch was yelling at and when I tell you I was looking I'm not fucking lyin...

Typing this post only because I once had this person in my life who I rather not say there name but the fact that they just asked me “if we can go back to the way we used to be?” upset and triggered the fucked out of me just now and it’s not even 6 a.m. it’s 5:11 a.m to be exact. Anyways back to the topic. How can I go back to someone who: 1. Couldn’t stop arguing and fighting with me? 2. Who couldn’t trust me even though I was sleeping most of the day and when we did hang out she still said I was hiding something. 3. Fucked me over several fucking time and never admitted to her fucked up behavior. 4. Never really showed me that much respect towards me or my friends really. So you wanna tell me that you want me to go back to that? Bitch are you crazy? You must be. Thinking I’m going to get myself back into a relationship from hell. Yeah, I’d rather take my chances with a tornado than go anywhere near you or that thing you just called a “relationship”. Th...

Okay, can someone please explain to me how me coming into Panera Bread with a Starbucks iced coffee and a black computer backpack makes me some kind of hacker? All I did was:  1. Buy a coffee 2. Go next door to Panera 3. Move a table around 4. Set up my laptop How does any of that make me seem suspicious or a hacker? Even if I was a hacker why would I come to a place where it’s public? That’s just dumb ass fuck in my opinion. I hate people who just judge or assume that people are a certain thing when in reality I'm just looking for a place to mind my own business and potentially answer back a few emails. People who are hackers can actually get a pretty decent job that pays around the 6 digit figures. So me being a hacker wouldn’t really be a bad thing if I was using it for good like tracking shit down and getting info on someone who was bad and uses it against them. So technically I wouldn't mind being that kind of hacker but being called a hacker who does illegal shit that...

So a couple of days ago I went longboarding with a friend of mine at East Carolina University cause I had nothing better to do with my life and I just needed to get out of the house. So we get on campus and we do our usual runs around campus and so what. But for me as a person who longboards down steps on the fucking regular somehow fell and got laughed at by some irrelevant ass high schoolers that were apparently “Visting” or whatever the fuck. So I got up went back up to the steps did my run again and what do I do? I fucking wipe out for some unknown fucking reason. So look to my friend and I just shake my fucking head and look back at the ground and by ground I mean the bricks and I shit you not when I tell you those bricks were fucked up I mean they looked like they were from a third world country. The spot where I normally land at had fucking cracks in the bricks and what looked like if a wrecking ball just fell on the bricks and was just left there to not get fixed. That...

Going to be talking about 3 topics on this blog so yeah! TOPIC #1 I’m really considering on kicking everyone that keeps asking me for shit to the curb even if that means I have zero friends. People wanna ask me for things that they can do themselves such as going to a friends house or anyplace that calls for me to waste my gas basically. I know you have parents so why can’t you ask them? Instead of calling me asking for a ride when you know damn well I live nowhere near you or anywhere close to town. So why do you people who have my number still call me asking for a ride? It makes no sense and it’s a waste of time and gas for everyone quite frankly.  Have you people ever heard of Uber or Lyft? If not then look it up in the app store and download that shit because I promise you for people who rely on others for rides you are the ones who really need to use these apps. It doesn’t take a genius to figure this shit out.  TOPIC #2 I stay to myself cause I’m the only one w...

I hate having people around me. I don’t care to be known or anything relating to me. I only do it to seem civil and normal. But in reality, I just wanna escape from it all and never to be heard from or seen ever again. I see people showing love to people they don’t even fuck with and I see people trusting people who have a bad history with the word trust. I see people killing other family members all because of a girl and being mistreated. I’m seeing money being taken from good people and being used for drugs and prostitution. I’m seeing a lot of things that most people at my age aren’t supposed to be seeing. We live in a world where things aren’t how they should be. This world we all live in and go about is just a lie and it’s mostly just a big game of unknown secrets. The government watches over us and considers us all lab rats til further notice. We don’t have any rights besides to vote and protest and even those two things can be restricted depending on the subject. Police brutalit...

If you are white and you were on my snap just know you have been removed off from it because I’ve about had with people like you starting shit with me saying I can’t hang out with my black friends. It's gotten to the point where I can't even be seen around black people which pisses me off because it's like we are going back to slavery ages and just so we're clear I will always have more black friends then whites because you white people can't stop being fucking racist and second can’t get the fact that I actually have respect for black people so you can shove that down your throat. If you wanna fight me go ahead and call up all your fuck boy trump supporters and I'll call up my friends who are mostly all black and we'll fucking slide your body across the pavement as if it was nothing. Since you want to treat these black people like slaves we'll do the fucking same thing to you. So go ahead and keep praising that fuck head of a president we have now becau...