Mak

So I visited my old high school a couple of days ago and for some reason, people still gave me looks like I had done something to them knowing that I haven’t seen them / talked to them since the day before graduation. So I mean if you’re still going to have some type of issue with me then man are you dumb. I guess that’s high school for ya. Anyways people think having some type of issue/beef with me is going to have me feeling some type of way when in reality I barely even know their name. So I guess they can just continue to waste their time while I stay to myself and be hella anti-social! I don’t understand why people can’t just accept the fact that I honestly don’t give a fuck about the past and just get over that fact that I’m doing better than them. It’ll make life so much easier and maybe one day we could be friends but until you stop being morons that continue to bring up my past that shit will never happen. I don’t understand why you have to be so stuck up and shit. Like can yo...

People want to ask me so much about my past and all this other stuff relating to it and I’m just trying to ignore them as if they never asked me anything. Why do I do that you may ask? Well, it’s because I don’t remember anything about my past to actually talk about it. The only thing I can remember about my past really is me getting my tongue stuck on a pole while it was freezing cold when I still lived in the orphanage and I have the mark on my tongue to remind me of me actually doing it. So I mean it’s whatever. I don’t know exactly what people mean by “so tell me about your past”. Like what about my past will have you amused when all I know from my past is that it was hell and abusive. Like I’m not understanding the logic behind it. Most people who have had a rough past don’t bring it / block it from their life like I do. If anything bad happens to me / bad things have already happened I automatically block it from my life and continue on with life without mentioning it to people /...

Hold up, hold the fuck up. I just heard on the news relating to the dumb ass fuck head who had killed 17 innocent people in Florida saying anyone who is 18 can buy an assault rifle but has to wait until they're 21 to buy a handgun? Does anyone other than me see a problem here? Cause holy fuck do I see one and it's a pretty god damn big one. Lawmakers DON'T know what the fuck they're TALKING about / DOING. I swear the government has no idea as to what it's doing and how the laws that they're regulating/suggesting is affecting the human race. We got people like the dumb ass fuck head who killed those innocent people being held accountable for having "MENTAL HEALTH DISORDER" or some type of MEDICAL BULLSHIT when in reality he's just a fucking "KILLER", "SOCIOPATH" and you think having that piece of shit walking around town is okay? If so then you might as well let all the prisoners out. Do you see where I'm coming from? If not,...

Okay, so I get to the mall park my 4runner in its usual spot. I got my longboard from the back and started going to target. Tell me why a person in a white minivan got mad, gave me the finger and honked his horn at me while his light was red and the way I was going there light had been green? I mean I'm pretty sure you're supposed to walk with traffic not go against it. I don't know if this makes sense but basically, I was going straight and his van was on the right side of me in the turning left lane.  Anyways... He honks and gives me the finger while I gave him one right back and I just continued to walk straight across to Cici's Pizza parking lot and tell me why he went from being in the left hand turning lane to being on the road I was only a few feet away from and turns into the parking lot I was walking on. So my instant reaction was "OH SHIT, IT'S GONNA GET BLOODY IN THIS BITCH" So I get my pocket knife out and just start waving it in front...

Is it wrong for me to think of someone who I know I hurt but could never say sorry to? I've been feeling like shit lately for a couple of days now and I usually feel fine and have nothing to worry about. But for some reason a few days ago I had gone back to some old photos from my school days (7th - 12th grade) and I had a photo of someone who I thought I erased from my life and got rid of all photos relating to this person but I guess I fucking missed one. I stared at the photo for like a half an hour just thinking about what I could have done differently while I was having calls, text, and emails coming in. But at that moment when I was staring at the photo, nothing really seemed to matter to me at the time. It was as if that photo had been the key to something that was missing in my life. I don't know I just wasn't really sure as to what that photo had meant / why it was still in my room. I even looked through all of the photos before I had put them back in there place a...

Why do people think I have to give a fuck about their opinions and the shit that they say? I'm done being everyone's puppet. If I want to post a picture that seems controversial or whatever then so fucking be it. I'm sorry for not staying good or whatever but me being good and being happy has never been my priority or whatever. That 's how people wanted me to be but not who I wanted to be. People wanted things out of me that I knew I couldn't deliver so they threw shade and hate. Which I understand somewhat but for you to make death threats or whatever is kind of extreme don't you think? People want to hook me up with random ass bitches but knowing me I don't care to hook up / have a one night stand with some random bitch. If anything I'd actually prefer to be with someone who I care for and would actually care to be around / be seen with. People need to get there head up out their ass and actually learn how life works. I'm sick of people thinking ev...

Okay is this asshole retarded as fuck or what because he can't seem to stop fucking spamming me with dm's and it's hella fucking annoying? All I ever fucking did was comment "Can someone please impeach this so-called president already" and he fucking @ me and put his two fucking useless cents in and tried to come at me when I fucking came back and put him in his place and told him I'm not in fucking high school so watch who you fucking @ before you get slaughtered and then I blocked him. I honestly don't get why he had to fucking add me on everything but it's hella strange and creepy for me and once again I blocked his ass. I'm sorry if you don't like me because I'm not a Trump supporter or whatever the fuck but you being hella creepy on my social media and direct messaging me is very unnecessary. Here is where my point of view comes in so enjoy!!! FACT 1: I didn't report your ass I fucking blocked it. FACT 2: No shit ...

!!!THIS IS A FUCKING RANT!!! People who have these online dating profiles can seriously go suck a clowns dick since they wanna play games and fuck with peoples lives and shit. It's just so disturbing how people have online dating profiles and think they have to lie and put down shit that makes them seem nice/datable or whatever it is that they were going for. But me knowing and understanding how the online world works if it looks good then it's fake if it doesn't look good and it looks normal then it's real. So I don't know how people keep falling for people with these so-called great bios with things that just make me sick.  I will never sign up for some dating site because it's a waste of time. You just sit there wasting time hoping someone contacts you when in reality I could be out there chasing some god damn paper checks. Not waiting for some dumb ass to contact me who doesn't even live in the same city/state as me. If I wanted someone to do that I woul...

Well, I'm just going to get straight to the point with this blog post. I got all four wisdom teeth taken out on Friday the 12th and holy fuck the aftermath of having your wisdom teeth taken out is irritating and annoying from my point of view. I'm not sure how others experience there pain but mine was just awful. I had to take painkillers and then I kept feeling sick from taking them so I finally just made myself throw up and after that my stomach felt a lot better. But my mouth still hurt and for some reason, the left side is the only side hurting. The right side is fine so I don't know if I fucked up the stitches on the left side or I have a dry socket. So I mean this pain is not fun. So yesterday the 14th I got a phone call from a store that applied for to get a job at and I was still sleeping when they called so I was so out of it and I looked to see who called me and it was a (252) area code number so I googled the number to see who it was and it was a store in the mal...

Even though it's 7 a.m and I haven't gone to sleep yet I just want to address a few things before people start coming at me with even more irrelevant ass bullshit. I don't have a normal sleep schedule. Let me explain. People normally go to bed around 9-11 p.m and get up at around 6-8 a.m right? Well, me on the other hand, I go to bed at around 6-7 a.m and get up at around 3-4 p.m. So me being the way that I am now  I can basically have the right to not text/call people back in the ass crack of dawn. So for those blowing up my phone early in the morning please stop. It's just a waste of time and your text are probably just still sitting in my phone unattended and shit. I don't really care that my sleep schedule is different from others because it gives me a lot of room to not deal with all the early morning drama and it gives me more me time and by me time I mean sleep. I know I get a lot of hate and shit and people are calling me lazy but to me, I find it rewarding....

Going on a rant here. So hear me out. People who have a problem with what I post “ON MY SOCIAL MEDIA PAGES” need to simply block me because I don’t have time for retarded folks like you commenting your pathetic ass opinions under MY POST!! It's fucking annoying and a waste of fucking time. I'm surprised you people who comment on other people's post haven't figured out the reason why you're at the bottom and we're at the top. So I'm mean you can take it as it is or just stop commenting. People who claim to know me and tell me how I should live my life can seriously FUCK OFF!! Last time I checked you don’t pay my bills and I know for a fact you don’t pay for my gas so why the fuck you keep running your mouth at me for?! Like relax, take some Xanax & go to sleep!! Got people treating me like I’m back in elementary school or some shit... and they're not even older than me!! Got 17 years thinking they know me and everything I do they gotta complain to me ...